Goodmorning to all my precious friend.I feel a little down today.I guess that is normal.I am trying to keep my faith in the Lord.I have a mustard seed that I keep with me at all times to remind me that if I can just keep that much faith,I am doing good!Matt.17:20 says ,If ye have faith as a grain of a mustard seed,ye shall say unto this mountain, remove hence to younder place, and it shall remove, and nothing shall be impossible unto you. Matt.19:26 says with God all things are possible! That is what I am holding on to.I was thinking today,what have I accomplished in my life.I look back and I have made so many mistakes.In spite of all you can do you sin everyday.I do try to repent and ask God to forgive me.He is so merciful to all of his children. I have heard people say,What has God done for me, but the way I see it is what have I done for God. He has really Blessed me.Every morning you wake up is a Blessing. Some people just take thier life for granted,and do not act like they realize God is in control of the breath in thier body.I told my girls God has a way of keeping us on our toes.I miss my precious mama so bad.She told me a lot of things that I have seen come to past.She was a God fearing lady.She always told me that wisdom came with age.I know that to be true.As of today,I have just been taking it one hour at a time.The closer it gets to my doctors appointment,The more I dread it.I do know this has made me even closer to God.My life was so busy,I slacked up on reading my bible.But all the other things I had on my plate,does not seem so inportant right now.My time with the lord is most important to me right now.No matter what the doctor says, I know God is the great physican,and that is what I am holding on to.Man can not heal,but the God I know can. I can not began to tell you know how much you all mean to me.I have recieved beautiful cards and letters from a lot of you all. It has helped me so much.I can not thank-u enough.Your encouraging words help get me through the day.I keep my cards and letters close by so I can read them over and over.I told my husband,even tho a lot of us has never net eye to eye,there is such a bond that I share with you!Please continue to pray for me.I know you have been,because I can feel the prayers.May God Bless You All. I know he has me because he sent me you all! Hope you all have a very blessed day! Love in Christ! Please remember the Freemans in your prayers! We all are saden of the news of little Kayleigh! Thier address is 12619 Frank wiley Ln. Charolette N.C 28278, If you would like to send them a card.