Goodmorning to all my precious friends.I can not thank-u enough for all your prayers! You know these past couple of weeks has been so stressful for me. Sometimes I feel like I am just standing still and life is passing me by .Losing Kristy (my niece) so unxpected.I huged her on Sunday,before we left our Summerville home, and then early Monday morning they called me and said she had a blood clot to hit her brain and she was brain dead! Wow that was a shocker! Then all this with this mass I have and waiting for tests and test results. And then Hannah being in that offul accident. You know I said Sat. Lord just how much more do you think I can take! And then I caught myself. I told him I was sorry I did not mean it.I was afraid He would show me how much He thought I could take. My Mama always said,Look at the glass half full instead of half empty! And she was right. Kristy was ready to go. Hannah is getting better each day, I have just got to keep a good additude no matter what. Here lately that seems so hard for me. Mama always told me,what you make it through, Made you stronger and it was Gods way of preparing us for what was around the cornor. Oh how I miss her so much! The doctor told me that my additude was half the battle.I know it is.When we brought Mama home from the hospital ,Thedoctors said she would not make it through the weekend! Well she showed them. She lived almost 9 months after that! Oh how thoes 9 months stand out in my mind.I know God gave us that time to be with her. You know while we were still at the hospital, I finally talked Daddy in to going home for a while to rest. Now keep in mind they said she would not make it through the weekend! He said he got home and could not rest. He told us about 12:00 midnight He felt like he needed to pray! He slid out of his chair and hit his knees. When He got back to the hospital he told my brother and I that he had prayed that the Lord would just let her live to come home.He just wanted another day or two with her at home! The Lord answered his prayers. She lived thoes 9 months. I think thoes were the most precious memories I have of her. We made everyday count. We laughed, We cried, and Mama shared things with me that I never did know about her! From things of her childhood, Up until the day before she died. I stayed side by side with her thoes precious 9 months. Her faith and wisdom was amazing to me. And she let me know it came from God! You know she was trying to prepare me for her death that whole 9 months.I guess I did not really realize it until she was gone. That is a true christian mother. You know she lost her eyesight a couple of weeks before she died. She could see shadows but that was all. She would tell me, Oh how I wished I could see. She never complained about anything. The day before she died, which was early Fri. morning, About 6am, I knew she was getting worse. I said to myself, God all she wanted was just to be able to see! Mama went off to sleep. She awoke at 10:am Her sisters and I was there with her. One of her sisters was on one side of the bed and I was on the other side. Mama opened her eyes and said, Oh my it is 10:oo. I have slept all morning! Then she looked at my aunt and I and said, Well you both look like twins today.You both have on yellow! My eyes watered up as I looked at her and I said, Mama can you see us? She said yes! Yes I can. I just looked up and said thank-u God for fixing her eyes! Wow, what an awsom God we serve! He is never early or never late, He is always right on time. I am trying to have a good additude, through all of this.It is hard sometimes, but Mama would say, That was where my faith in God comes in! Wow, The Lord has away of keeping me on my toes these days! I have came to realize,What ever happens with all this,Eathier way I will win the victory! I love this scripture, 1Chron:16:23. I am so sorry I do not know why I said all of this. I just got started and could not stop for some reason! Just keep me in your prayers,as I know you all will. You all are such strength to me. You always have encouraging words for me! You are all so precious to me! Hope you all have a very Blessed Day!